She tried to contact me, she texted me to wish me new year - on the day AFTER new year (she never was the shiniest spoon in the dish-rack) and I later discovered she some how tried to add me on FaceBook (I though I had the stupid whore blocked)

I don't know if She's reading this (chances are She's not, but I don't care either way) it's been many moons since her all her lies and betrayal, I guess she wants to be friends, it's not going to happen. I will not forgive her, she hurts me, a cloud my mind, She's a deceiver, I can feel cruel vibrations. I've been through thick and thin since, but that pain inside never really leaves, I wish I'd never met her She makes me sick to my rotten core. She has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin. I still remember the night I found out the reason for the phone calls and smiles - and it hurts and I'm lonely. But I told a white lie that night (I've lost my touch at times) I don't think I meant anything to her.

Anyone who knows me well enough will know exactly who I'm talking about. Do you know how far this has gone? just how damaged have I become? when I think I can overcome it runs even deeper.

I've got other things going on, other problems, other emotional aches and pains to deal with, I don't need this as well.