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About Me Member Fantasy Artist Mortis-of-midian25/Male/United Kingdom Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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She

Sun Jan 4, 2009, 4:37 PM
She tried to contact me, she texted me to wish me new year - on the day AFTER new year (she never was the shiniest spoon in the dish-rack) and I later discovered she some how tried to add me on FaceBook (I though I had the stupid whore blocked)

I don't know if She's reading this (chances are She's not, but I don't care either way) it's been many moons since her all her lies and betrayal, I guess she wants to be friends, it's not going to happen. I will not forgive her, she hurts me, a cloud my mind, She's a deceiver, I can feel cruel vibrations. I've been through thick and thin since, but that pain inside never really leaves, I wish I'd never met her She makes me sick to my rotten core. She has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin. I still remember the night I found out the reason for the phone calls and smiles - and it hurts and I'm lonely. But I told a white lie that night (I've lost my touch at times) I don't think I meant anything to her.

Anyone who knows me well enough will know exactly who I'm talking about. Do you know how far this has gone? just how damaged have I become? when I think I can overcome it runs even deeper.

I've got other things going on, other problems, other emotional aches and pains to deal with, I don't need this as well.

  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: This Will Never End - Blind Guardian
  • Reading: The Restless Dead (WHFRP)
  • Watching: Them!
  • Playing: Quake II
  • Eating: Chicken Sandwichs
  • Drinking: Coffee

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Trowbridge, Wiltshire, England
  • Interests: Art, Computers, Warhammer, Music
  • Favourite movie: Evil Dead 3 (The Army of Darkness)
  • Favourite band or musician: Bau Haus
  • Favourite genre of music: Real Goth
  • Favourite artist: Ian Miller
  • Favourite poet or writer: HP Lovecraft
  • Favourite style of art: Fantasy
  • Operating System: Window 98 or XP
  • MP3 player of choice: My PC
  • Shell of choice: DOSShell
  • Favourite game: Quake
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Thrud The Barbarian
  • Personal Quote: Arrogance Is Bliss!
  • Tools of the Trade: 0.5mm Mech Pencil, Rubber, 0.5mm Graphic Pen, Brushes, Inks, Photoshop and Talent

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:iconheirtothegoblinking:
Interesting selection in the gallery. I will have to come back here when I am using my artist profile instead of my OCT profile.

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"Stick 'im inna gizzard! Poke 'im inna eye! Stomp on 'is neck!" -Goblin Tactical Brilliance.

Come join the OCT! [link]
:iconmortis-of-midian:
thank you I look forward to your comments

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~The ravings of a single mad Goblin is bad enough, but such a power-hungry, malice-filled creature as Mortis can never hope to be understood~
:iconcarnage1810:
hey dude some kool art you've got there :) keep up the good work!
:iconmortis-of-midian:
thanks :D

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~The ravings of a single mad Goblin is bad enough, but such a power-hungry, malice-filled creature as Mortis can never hope to be understood~
:iconladymillennium:
Awesome ID-Picture! :-)

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"Männer wissen wie man tötet, Frauen wie man überlebt." ;-)
:iconmortis-of-midian:
thank you :)

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~The ravings of a single mad Goblin is bad enough, but such a power-hungry, malice-filled creature as Mortis can never hope to be understood~
:iconladymillennium:
You're always welcome. ^^

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"Männer wissen wie man tötet, Frauen wie man überlebt." ;-)
:iconmortis-of-midian:
:D

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~The ravings of a single mad Goblin is bad enough, but such a power-hungry, malice-filled creature as Mortis can never hope to be understood~
:iconfrohickey:
Thank you for the fave! :D

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"Do it or don't do it; either way you'll regret it." -Kierkegaard
:iconmortis-of-midian:
your welcome :D

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~The ravings of a single mad Goblin is bad enough, but such a power-hungry, malice-filled creature as Mortis can never hope to be understood~

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